Thursday 22 January 2015

It's 2015 & i'm back

I've decided to revisit my blog, the first thing I noticed is that I was particularly cringe-worthy the first time around. I'm pretty sure I had some sort of point to make while clearly not knowing what I was talking about. One can only assume I was trying to create a blog & shove it down people's throats. 

A few years have passed and I have decided to come back & blog, I am intending to use this as my own personal ranting space. I don't feel that I am overly interesting at all, this is just my space to jot down, remember & keep a hold off things going on in my life. 

If anyone is reading this, then I feel for you. 
I'm going to set myself a personal goal to blog at least once a week for the entirety of 2015. 
Perhaps pick a different subject every week to talk about, jot down some ideas for the next week, possibly (probably) keep a note of things I have to do as I often forget. 

This week's blog is all about me 

I'm at a point in my life where I just can't figure out what to do with my life. I don't have a particularly well paid job, I don't exactly like my job that I am doing, although I do enjoy the people I work with (bar a few, but as they say there's always one). I have spoken to my girlfriend and friends about looking for a new job, the thing is... I don't know what or where I want to go next, there are many things I enjoy but none that I have any relevant qualifications in to actually venture into that field. 
I live with my girlfriend & we have a dog, cat & bills. 
I would love to go back 13 years & tell my younger self what I know now & tell him all that I know now. Procrastination is a wonderful thing, wondering what if & how. 
I never enjoyed school once I left primary, there were of course subjects I enjoyed but as a whole I didn't enjoy the experience. 
I was bullied from the offset, maybe that was due to my background, I was a lot more vulnerable than the others & the probably sensed that. In school I was a quiet child, I sat back & got on with it. 

Anyway back to my point before this becomes a history lesson.. 
I would love to go back to college & start over, I just can't bring myself to do that (maybe due to lack of confidence) I would love to be a film analyst, like a movie blogger (hey.... idea for next week). Ideally that is the career path I would like to follow, another ambition of mine is to own a bar, I don't know why, I just think that I would love that sort of thing. 


My life isn't all doom & gloom. I have a fantastic girlfriend Rochelle, whom I couldn't imagine being without, a beautiful Siberian husky called Meeka & a little black cat called Phoebe. We all live in a 3 bedroom house in a coastal town, it's amazingly beautiful. On the whole I am happy, very happy. I have some very good friends, a brilliant family circle & a lot of interests to keep me busy outside of that 9-5 routine. 

A few things that I like 
- Computer games 
- Reading
- Watching movies
- Going for walks
- Supporting West Ham 
- Being a WWE fan 
- Getting into UFC
- Going out to visit historic landmarks & other touristic things

That's a few I jotted down, I also am thinking of looking into conspiracy theories, just last week my boss visited us in work & was telling us about his theory about 9/11 which I did find quite interesting & decided that if I got time I would definitely look into that. *NOTE TO SELF remember

I'm going to leave this here for tonight & go make some dinner, defintely before I make my next blog i'm going to look into other people's blogs, to get some ideas on how to compose a blog, writing styles & tips. While working on my grammar & spelling. 

This has been therapeutic 
@khewco